Kenzie - New Life

Kenzies

Infertility. Loss. Brokenness. Was what the devil wanted my mind to keep replaying in my head when walking through the heaviness of a miscarriage and infertility hearing the doctor come in month after month to tell me your numbers still aren’t there. But God was there with us through every appointment, every scan and every moment. He kept refreshing my heart.

I’ve only ever shared my story with a few that are walking the same road we walked a few years ago and some have never heard it. But when we decided on this launch my heart was instantly drawn to a design that would forever hold a special place in my heart. And I hope it would be a design that other women could wear and be reminded of Gods faithfulness and that he never fails us. Even in the waiting, in the unknowns of life he is right there with us. I am so thankful for a savior that never gave up on me even when I wanted to give up on him. We walked through infertility, suffered a miscarriage and did the weekly doctor appointments for almost two years. I’ll never forget we went in for an end of the month review and my doctor said if this month doesn’t work than we will have to move forward with the next step. I remember praying so hard those two weeks asking God to please work his hand in this and give us the desires of our heart. I went in to see my doctor and he said I hate to tell you but it just doesn’t look like you ovulated this round. Devastated I left the office. Fast forward I received a positive pregnancy test 🙌🏻 I called my doctor and told him. He had me come in the next day for blood work. I went into his office and he said “your numbers are way above what I would even want them to me. Sometimes we can’t outsmart science” I stopped him there and said sometimes we can’t outsmart our Savior. Nine months later Ainzley was born. The biggest blessing of our lives. She is a constant reminder of God faithfulness, his promises, and his miracle working hands. I’ll never stop telling anyone how blessed we are with our girl. And I hope that our story can shine light to another family walking down this road. Rainbow babies are extra special. God is so good. Don’t stop praying, don’t stop pounding on Heavens door. Because I promise God will answer, in his perfect timing. I would go through it all again and again for my baby girl.